I’m learning about integral awareness—taking in information on all levels, mind, body, and spirit. Not resisting, not expecting, not judging, but allowing; removing previous ideas about who I am. I have come to realize that true learning is unlearning.
Another word I associate with learning is deprogramming.
In other words, one must begin by emptying one’s cup.
Bruce Lee once said, “Empty your cup so that it may be filled; become devoid to gain totality.” By emptying my cup, I am making room for new experiences in my life instead of allowing myself to repeat toxic patterns.
In the process of unlearning and letting go, I have experienced some dramatic changes. In the past, I measured the success of my relationships by how well I could control their outcomes. I was often distraught because I continued to attract uncooperative, uncaring, unsupportive people and situations.
These days, if I attract someone who doesn’t want to operate from an open, supportive, compassionate place I am okay with letting it fall away. I am learning to walk away, loosen my grip, and look within to understand my experience of what took place.
I recognize that I cannot look to others to heal what is broken in me. I acknowledge that I have the power to heal myself through Jesus Christ—to shift my awareness.
I’m pushing myself to stop complaining and get to work. My new mantra: the victim reacts; the warrior responds. The ego judges; the spirit absolves. No longer am I so concerned with the person I use to be, my true self is being revealed through the unlearning and removal of what no longer serves me. I am emptying my cup of fear, doubt, and frustration, and I am finally looking forward to raising a toast to life. *Turn UP*